Today I feel blah…..that is the best way to describe it. I had a lovely weekend except I feel like I lost a really close friend. We argued about something really ridiculous and I don’t even know why our conversation went wrong. She told me that my life right now is too much for her to handle and to call her when I got my life together. I can’t even believe that a true friend would say such a thing. I don’t care how bad any of my friends were doing I would still be there for them no matter what. It’s crazy because this is the friend that said she loves me because I don’t judge but then turns around and judges me. If someone can’t be there at your worst then they shouldn’t be in your life at your best that is what I have always said…..